My First Desolation (はじめてのさみしぬ Hajimete no Samishinu?) is the bonus chapter of Volume 20 of the 100 Kanojo manga.
Summary[]
Chapter 168[]
Rentarou shows suspicion at all the girlfriends suddenly wearing glasses; while Usa-chan is spying on them from behind a pole.
Chapter 169[]
Hakari and Karane discover Usa-chan in all their photos, as Usa-chana admits she wanted to be there with them.
Chapter 170[]
Momoha failed the Bunny Girl exam, which she decides to drink off as Mai expected that to happen.
Chapter 171[]
Karane and Himeka have a stare down as Mai cries about how Mei's breast size are between the two of them.
Chapter 172[]
An image of Yaku and Naddy in the "slender lady-pigtail-pajama" look.
Chapter 173[]
Rentarou thanks the girls for the previous three chapters of fanservice with "the hairtie-dress shirt-sommelier apron combo".
Chapter 174[]
Mimimi tries to comfort Usa-chan in the bathroom by reminding her she's in the next stall.
Chapter 175[]
Usa-chan comforts Kusuri with love as Kusuri states that lack of love wasn't the issue with Shiina's attempt to take away Yaku from her.
Chapter 176[]
Kurumi is still hungry even as she sleeps on the ride home. (there's also a note about the "popcorn spread" that all the flavors Kurumi had were based on the flavors at a particular time and place)
Extra Chapter - My First Desolation[]
A young Usa-chan is being hugged by her parents as they put her down for her nap. The Usami parents soon head away to cook dinner leaving their daughter alone. As Usa-chan wakes up and realizes her parents aren't there, she feels desolation for the first time and is scared and lonely; she tries to reach for the door to her room but is too small to get it, making her become more and more fearful in her loneliness until she reaches the point she thinks she's going to die! Out of fear, Usa-chan drags out as many pillows and linens that she can to cover herself completely in "hugs" until she's discovered by her mother who is shocked to see her covered up completely; Mrs. Usami digging to save her daughter as she cries for "more hugs!"
In present day, Usa-chan is elated she gets to have hugs every day as the other members of the Family surround her.
Extra Pages[]
A shiritori game is done with Shiina and Mimimi. As Suu announces Shiina's birthday.
Page 1[]
- Tokyosa-chan (as she stated that the people are packed so tight here)
- Shiina's birthday is on April 17th
Page 2[]
- Mimimikan Orange (as she stated that it is a naturally rich source of Potassium)
Characters[]
- Shiina Usami
- Shiina's Mother
- Shiina's Father
- Kishika Torotoro
- Kusuri Yakuzen
- Shizuka Yoshimoto
- Nano Eiai
- Hahari Hanazono
- Momiji Momi
Chapter Notes[]
- It is revealed that Shiina's feelings of desolation began when her parents stopped sleeping with her at one time, forcing her to surround herself in pillows to keep being hugged.